The reason why i took up nursing ...

Choosing a course is very difficult for me because in the first place I don't have any plans to step on the next level, in that time I'm in the stage where I want to be a forever high school student for the reason that I'm afraid to stay away from my friends and to get out from my school because of so many memories which I don't want to end up with. But life goes on, a student is like a process that must be accomplish to become successful, so as a fresh graduate of high school we must choose a course which we love and want to do in life, but unfortunately my dream of becoming a stewardess has not been recognized for the reason that my mother wants me to be a nurse because my cousins are nurses and she wants me to be what they are. I really don't like her idea for it is not my call, its not my dream in short but as we all know, we are just a students that depends on our parents so in return we must accept it. I must learn to love my course and accept it whole heartedly, maybe who knows this is what I want. As I've started it as a 1st yr.college , I did not expect how difficult it is, especially the anatomy moments and that time I planned to fail all my grades so that I can shift to another course, but then again,i did not win, so from that time on I've realized maybe this is my call because whatever stupid things I do, I always fail. As the time goes by when we are exposed in some RD's and community, I've realized that I want to be a nurse, I want to serve people and I really feel it for I am happy every time we are exposed to people. And now I'm very excited to be exposed in hospitals because for me I can really say and feel that I'm in a nursing student when I'm in that place. But one thing is bothering me, I'm afraid to have a mistake for I know that one mistake is equivalent to life. That's how crucial a nurse can be. Every step count.

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GM :
PETER !!gaya2x ng profile..haha..lol:)joke ln !
CEL na add naman ko nimu !
JP iadd nako..
Fum2x iloveyou:)

to all !

dli ako ang heartbroken huh!
its not a big deal nwei.
its juz poem :)

hEartbroken

i love you and i dont know how to stop

i need you and i dont know if i could stop

i miss you and i dont know when to stop

YOU LOVED ME AND I DONT KNOW WHY YOU STOPPED

foe dah bitchezs uber der !

HU AM I ??

oh well bitches , im good to be true and so real to be fake ! yeah im not perfect, im not that pretty and smart, not that rich but i dont complain anyway . im so damn happy with my fuckin life and contented with it, even if i dont have everything, who cares ?! loser .

im just an ordinary girl, im not tryin to be someone else . im just bein myself baybeh . and im lurvin it ! love my own personality . yes, im a bitch sometimes .. just not like yours .

and puhleeez biatches , dont ever ever try to judge me and how i am livin mah fuckin life as if yer perfect, whore ! and dont ever try to pull me down to get below on yer level, you'll never know what might happen , get it bitch ?!

and fer all the low class human-sluts-craps over there , HEY ! stop fabricating stories bowt me . what ever you say reflects on yer own personalities . so if i were you, just mind yer own fuckin monkey business or else, i'll be the one to shut that thang on you !! you asshoLe !! rawwr !

dreAmin'

baby, sleep now for tomorrow's gonna be alright

vanish all the loneliness and sadness

wash away the lies and pain

and think the good things we've shared together

baby, wake up now for the dream is over

accept the wound it causes

accept the fact that it's totally over

and just think all the memories when we're still together

yepee !

xhet naman o0h!
ktagal2x ko n22 nito.hmpf !
atlast!after 48 yrs. my na post na ako..lol
yey! IM IN !
see yah:)