The reason why i took up nursing ...

Choosing a course is very difficult for me because in the first place I don't have any plans to step on the next level, in that time I'm in the stage where I want to be a forever high school student for the reason that I'm afraid to stay away from my friends and to get out from my school because of so many memories which I don't want to end up with. But life goes on, a student is like a process that must be accomplish to become successful, so as a fresh graduate of high school we must choose a course which we love and want to do in life, but unfortunately my dream of becoming a stewardess has not been recognized for the reason that my mother wants me to be a nurse because my cousins are nurses and she wants me to be what they are. I really don't like her idea for it is not my call, its not my dream in short but as we all know, we are just a students that depends on our parents so in return we must accept it. I must learn to love my course and accept it whole heartedly, maybe who knows this is what I want. As I've started it as a 1st yr.college , I did not expect how difficult it is, especially the anatomy moments and that time I planned to fail all my grades so that I can shift to another course, but then again,i did not win, so from that time on I've realized maybe this is my call because whatever stupid things I do, I always fail. As the time goes by when we are exposed in some RD's and community, I've realized that I want to be a nurse, I want to serve people and I really feel it for I am happy every time we are exposed to people. And now I'm very excited to be exposed in hospitals because for me I can really say and feel that I'm in a nursing student when I'm in that place. But one thing is bothering me, I'm afraid to have a mistake for I know that one mistake is equivalent to life. That's how crucial a nurse can be. Every step count.